Currently Listening To: Seeing Things Through Water // House vs. Hurricane
'...from what I see the whole world is sleeping...'
From what I see, really bad things happen to nice people. She has had so much crap to deal with in these last years and this is just the crappy icing on the Fucked Luck cake life delivered to her.
The song changed. 'When the Sun Sleeps'...
Its already gone to sleep, my dears. There is no hope in this day.
- dyanne. ♠
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Monday, July 27, 2009
First Day, First Week, Last Term of Year 12.
Currently Listening To: The sound of my iPod charging... FINALLY ! and...
I Wouldn't Quit if Everyone Quit // Blessthefall
'...I won't answer what you need answered ! I won't say a word...'
Hmmmmm, well. I'm nearly finished my major, but only the project. I have a lot to get done on the theory/ folio shiet. I really need to do that, but I also just started my LAST TERM OF HIGH SCHOOL EDUCATION, so there is going to be a lot of other stuff I need to get done like homework.
Finally charging my iPod ! Such an achievement for me. I practically run that battery dry all the time and never recharge it. I've been in a musicless predicament for freaking FOREVER. No joke, I'm starting to forget that music for me is necessary. :
This morning, Lorraine and me caught an early train, that wasn't early enough, to get myself some Starbucks. Caramel Macchiato with five sugars? You bet ;)
Just because it was the first day of the first week of the last term of Year Twelve for me. I felt like celebrating. Also, either I was high on sugar or endorphines from practically running in fear of being late to school, but I was particularly smiley today. Probably both... ahah.
Oh, by the way, just for future reference...
The balanced equation for the combustion of octane is:
2C8H18(g) + 25O2(g) ---> 16CO2(g) + 18H2O(g)
I'm sure that will be beneficial some day.
Cheerio, pirate mateys. ;)
- dyanne. ♠
I Wouldn't Quit if Everyone Quit // Blessthefall
'...I won't answer what you need answered ! I won't say a word...'
Hmmmmm, well. I'm nearly finished my major, but only the project. I have a lot to get done on the theory/ folio shiet. I really need to do that, but I also just started my LAST TERM OF HIGH SCHOOL EDUCATION, so there is going to be a lot of other stuff I need to get done like homework.
Finally charging my iPod ! Such an achievement for me. I practically run that battery dry all the time and never recharge it. I've been in a musicless predicament for freaking FOREVER. No joke, I'm starting to forget that music for me is necessary. :
This morning, Lorraine and me caught an early train, that wasn't early enough, to get myself some Starbucks. Caramel Macchiato with five sugars? You bet ;)
Just because it was the first day of the first week of the last term of Year Twelve for me. I felt like celebrating. Also, either I was high on sugar or endorphines from practically running in fear of being late to school, but I was particularly smiley today. Probably both... ahah.
Oh, by the way, just for future reference...
The balanced equation for the combustion of octane is:
2C8H18(g) + 25O2(g) ---> 16CO2(g) + 18H2O(g)
I'm sure that will be beneficial some day.
Cheerio, pirate mateys. ;)
- dyanne. ♠
Monday, July 20, 2009
I'm not obsessed. Merely curious... ;)
Currently Listening To: Killa // Cherish
'...wife beater, two seater, cruise control. Pull up and your girl might lose control...'
Welcome to the Obsession Special !
I was getting a little bored today so I started to think about all my stupid obessions.
Just to keep you updated...
Here is one that I added to the list about three months ago.
Ash Stymest, seventeen, model, thirty centimetres taller than me.
I think it will work out, don't you? ;)
Hahah
I'll see if I can compile a complete list of all my past obessions. With help from notorious friends.
Gotta get up early tmrw, to go do my major. Ughh.
- dyanne. ♠
'...wife beater, two seater, cruise control. Pull up and your girl might lose control...'
Welcome to the Obsession Special !
I was getting a little bored today so I started to think about all my stupid obessions.
Just to keep you updated...
Here is one that I added to the list about three months ago.
Ash Stymest, seventeen, model, thirty centimetres taller than me.
I think it will work out, don't you? ;)
Hahah
I'll see if I can compile a complete list of all my past obessions. With help from notorious friends.
Gotta get up early tmrw, to go do my major. Ughh.
- dyanne. ♠
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Must Stop Reading The Virgin Suicides Over and Over Again.
Currently Listening To: Audacity of Huge // Simian Mobile Disco
'...I got it all, yes its true, so why don't I get you...?'
I got lost at Mounty today. Was quite amusing.
Plus that totally random conversation with those filo guys on the outside tables of Starbucks, while I was reading The Virgin Suicides. Hahaha, that was awesome.
Uhm yer. Hanging out was fun today. Effy ;) lol.
Hahahaha. Man, I don't even know what else to write?
Oh yer, I discovered a new park/playground thing while waiting for the bus to come. Enduring jokes about my height in the process. Shush your face, Joel. Just cos I'm short. And I wasn't that short by the way. There was just a tree in my line of sight.
Anyway, I'm off to look at pretty pictures of Audrey Hepburn. Enjoy your night. I know I shall be.
- dyanne. ♠
'...I got it all, yes its true, so why don't I get you...?'
I got lost at Mounty today. Was quite amusing.
Plus that totally random conversation with those filo guys on the outside tables of Starbucks, while I was reading The Virgin Suicides. Hahaha, that was awesome.
Uhm yer. Hanging out was fun today. Effy ;) lol.
Hahahaha. Man, I don't even know what else to write?
Oh yer, I discovered a new park/playground thing while waiting for the bus to come. Enduring jokes about my height in the process. Shush your face, Joel. Just cos I'm short. And I wasn't that short by the way. There was just a tree in my line of sight.
Anyway, I'm off to look at pretty pictures of Audrey Hepburn. Enjoy your night. I know I shall be.
- dyanne. ♠
Monday, July 6, 2009
I just need some cake.
Currently Listening To: Always // Pate No. 1
'...tell you a story about boy and girl; about love; about desperation...'
Sometimes I'd wish you'd wake up and realise just how hard it is for me to be your friend. When I so obviously need more than the scraps you give me. You throw me sideways comments in hope that I'll return them.
I have a new policy towards you. I can't talk to you. I won't talk to you. You need to put in this initiative otherwise I see no other way of functioning in this crappy excuse for a friendship. Why do I have to do all of the work to make this a functioning relationship?
Ugh, sometimes I wonder why I bother. I'm getting so hurt in something that I want to save. And you offer no help. Why are we even doing this? You don't want to pretend like you have to include me and you pretend like you're so dependent and I just want you to want us to work as friends. But you offer no help. I just wanted to co-exist peacefully and thats so much harder than you know. And this extra load of trust you've gone and dumped onto me is so much harder to deal with ontop of just trying to be in your company without wanting to jump off a bridge.
I wish this was still year eleven and that everything I did from then on didn't exist and I could be selfish for just once and take what I wanted.
But I never do. I'll let you keep walking all over me in attempts to be there when you're hurt and you realise how much you need me. I'll just wait for things to even out on the karma scale.
I love you, do you realise? So stop being such a bitch and just wake up to the reality that I actually care for someone other than myself, even if you can't.
- dyanne. ♠
'...tell you a story about boy and girl; about love; about desperation...'
Sometimes I'd wish you'd wake up and realise just how hard it is for me to be your friend. When I so obviously need more than the scraps you give me. You throw me sideways comments in hope that I'll return them.
I have a new policy towards you. I can't talk to you. I won't talk to you. You need to put in this initiative otherwise I see no other way of functioning in this crappy excuse for a friendship. Why do I have to do all of the work to make this a functioning relationship?
Ugh, sometimes I wonder why I bother. I'm getting so hurt in something that I want to save. And you offer no help. Why are we even doing this? You don't want to pretend like you have to include me and you pretend like you're so dependent and I just want you to want us to work as friends. But you offer no help. I just wanted to co-exist peacefully and thats so much harder than you know. And this extra load of trust you've gone and dumped onto me is so much harder to deal with ontop of just trying to be in your company without wanting to jump off a bridge.
I wish this was still year eleven and that everything I did from then on didn't exist and I could be selfish for just once and take what I wanted.
But I never do. I'll let you keep walking all over me in attempts to be there when you're hurt and you realise how much you need me. I'll just wait for things to even out on the karma scale.
I love you, do you realise? So stop being such a bitch and just wake up to the reality that I actually care for someone other than myself, even if you can't.
- dyanne. ♠
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