Thursday, June 4, 2009

Honestly, honesty is the best policy.

Currently Listening To: Dismantle.Repair // Anberlin.
'...didn't want any promises, just my undivided honesty...'


Okay, so if it affects you so much, why don't you say it?
Honesty to me seems like such a big part of relationships, but what if the other party aren't entirely honest about how they feel? Could you just tell me, please?
You know that I am so vain, so self-conceited, so narcissistic...
You label me so, too. So is it that hard for you to realise that I cannot read minds and if you act like nothing is wrong, or give me no indicator for your want of attention, I won't pay you it?

I didn't promise to be the greatest friend in the world, just the greatest friend I could to you, and if I let you down so much, then why don't you say how much of a fail I am? Honestly, your honesty is the best thing you can give me.
I appreciate the simple blunt answers to questions I ask, but its not as if you go out of your way to tell me things. Don't expect me to ask first.
Because its a trust issue from then on.
YOU decide the level of trust you have for others, so if I don't know anything or don't ask anything, its probably because you have never even bothered to entrust the first bits of information to me.
Don't go blaming my blindness solely on me, when you, like me, have learned to hide it oh so well.

Contrary to my last sentence, tonight was actually pretty good.
Long conversations with friends always make me feel really good.
Not to mention the three sightings of perfection that is Dental Boy.

- dyanne.

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