we are not groupies ! we are band-aids.

Currently Listening To: Almost Famous

Hold me closer Tiny Dancer. Count the headlights on the highway. Lay me down in sheets of linen.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

fire tornados look pretty cool

Currently Listening To: Dog barking, Emos talking.

I wish the Earth would open up it's greedy, mean soul and swallow me whole. So I never have to see anyone ever again.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

dear blessthefall,

Currently Listening To: What's Left of Me // blessthefall
*tehe* Beau screaming.

blessthefall,

The demo for 'To Hell and Back' sounds better than the re-recorded album version. But both are lovely.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

need to stop listening to piercetheveil

Currently Listening To: It's really sad that they only thing I've listened to in the last three weeks is Pierce the Veil, The Vaine and Mysery Jets. So I'm just not gonna say what I'm listening to because Grace will give me that disapproving look because I'm obsessing again.

o1./I'm just so sick of all this bullshiet. So do what you like. I've given up.

o2./ Andre's dinner thing last night was LOL-worthy. You UWS people are fucking crazy.

o3./ JILLY! WHY? :{( *sad moustache face*

o4./ SOMEONE come to PTV with me please! Preferrably someone who can get me to Marrickville.

o5./ IF THIS IS IT, DON'T BOTHER COS THIS LOVE IS A LIE.

o6./ How come I can't find the I&G album anywhere?

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

need to borrow/steal/make this.

Currently Listening To: GOOD NEWS WEEK.

I want.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

such a fucking disappointment.

Currently Listening To: The Longest Yard.

So I watched American Psycho tonight. I have to say... I thought it would be a lot more gory? Maybe if it was made in 2010 it would be A LOT worse. But it wasn't horrible or anything. For the people who haven't read the book, its fine. It's like the Harry Potter deal.

The book is heaps more messed up. I love you, Bret Easton Ellis. I knew you were in Australia before, I just hate that I didn't have the money to buy a ticket. So very sad.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

i don't need help.

Currently Listening To: Kissing in Cars //Pierce the Veil.

'...the future's just a few heartbeats away from disaster...' (The song is meant to be about love, but the way I feel right now, I shall pick every bone out of context and manipulate the world as I see fit).

I think I am having problems. I think I have a problem that I cannot deal with alone. I think I need help.

But I will never ask for it.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

long day, too much thinking, regaining sanity = bad.

Currently Listening To: The wind blowing through the trees in the Secret Garden.

There was some sort of music in the Courtyard and religious stuff going on today. And then I realised... I'm losing my faith.

My faith in humanity. My faith in the dependability of people, reliability of friends... I'm losing what I fought so hard to keep and maybe it is at that point where I don't think I can get it back so I just let it slip away... But I don't want it to. And I am trying to make an effort still. Don't make it so hard on me right now. I don't think I could handle that at the moment.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

caprica.

Currently Listening To: LIE TO ME.

Shame she's a Cylon.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

"you're inhuman".

Currently Listening To: 300

I'm so sick of everything looking perfect and not feeling perfect. So fuck you if I'm just one big intrusion in your life. I apologise for everything I've ever done, good, bad or other. Ignore all the things I've influenced in your life. The list of things important to you is obviously too short for name as long as mine.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

have i forgotten myself?

Currently Listening To: GOOD NEWS WEEK.

Was talking to Jilly tonight on the phone and we were talking about how much Uni has changed so many people. Us included. People are falling apart, moving away, drifting away...

Things I've wanted to do forever are being done by other people without a moment of thought. I'm still who I think I am, I'm just more self aware. So why am I missing everything about Year 11 and 12?

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

sombre, then happy, then mildly confused/amused.

Currently Listening To: Okay, I Believe You But My Tommy Gun Don't // Brand New

'...ask me what its like to have myself so figured out. Wish i knew...'

So you're making me feel shiet again. Can you act like a friend for once? I'm busy too you know, but I'm making the effort, or trying at least. And you're stonewalling me. That was totally a chance for you to REPLY for once. You'll talk to everyone else BUT me. What am I to you? Do I mean anything anymore? Just let me know now so if I don't mean anything, we can go back to our old ways where we didn't feel bad for ignoring each other politely. Some friend...

Now to funnier things: HARRIET IS IN SYDNEY! YES!

Also, I had my Anthropology tute today and... well when my tutor walked in, I was like... 'Shiet. The awesomely fitting shirt, the neat trousers with appropriate coloured socks, the golf hat, the glasses, the Generation-X-trying-to-fit-into-Gen-Y swagger in his walk, the slight eccentricity...THIS IS THE TUTOR FROM EVERY SHIETTY COLLEGE MOVIE. THE ONE THAT CONDUCTS SECRET AFFAIRS WITH THREE STUDENTS ALL AT ONCE. OMG MY TUTOR IS HANK MOODY! (Obviously not treally David Duchovny you idiots.)

That's basically how my mind works... But I wouldn't be surprised if he was boning a student somewhere.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

selfish machines.

Currently Listening To: newalbumnewalbumnewalbum.

As you can obviously tell, Dyanne went to JBHIFI and spent all her money. Typical. I've wanted this for a while now, but stupid money-less life prohibited that. Thank God for part time jobs. Next on the buying list? DOCTER MOTHERFUCKING MARTENS.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

fleeting sense of elation.

Currently Listening To: I'm still listening to Pierce the Veil so shut up.
'...all the stars on your ceiling they glow but not for you...'

You make me feel like this right now. I really appreciate you showing me something I thought I had lost long ago.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

one of those days.

Currently Listening To: The Sky Under the Sea // Pierce the Veil

'... oh my god, you'll never be as beautiful without me. so do that dance in the dark, sharpen your teeth and bite as hard as you want...'


It just happened to turn out as One Of Those Days. The kind where you realise you haven't talked to your best friend in over a month. The kind where you write down all the lyrics to a song just to make sure you still remember them, even though you mouthed every word on the bus to Uni. The kind where you wrote those lyrics when you should have been listening to your Second Year Statistics lecture instead. And you ended up writing those lyrics OVER the three lines of actual Statistics lecture notes that you wrote. The days where you make empty promises to yourself. Where you wait for something and it doesn't ever happen.

The kind where you only find yourself confirming your prior thoughts of 'THE FASTEST WAY TO LOSE SOMETHING IS TO WANT IT TOO BAD'. To hate your admitting defeat so easily, even to yourself.

The days where you cling to the next thing you can obsess peacefully about, without broken hearts and disappointment and failed subjects and frustration and investing time in everything only to have it deliver you NOTHING.
The kind of days where you miss the first half of NCIS.

The type of days I really appreciate. Sounds like I'm whiny, but I'm glad that I can feel this. Because I've been so worried that maybe I've turned into an Ellis character. I still think I am much too young to want to, yearn to, need to be that jaded in order to carry out my superficial life. So I'm mucho glad.

But yer, I still miss my best friend. :( I'm lacking in meaningful discussion about button eyes and tear DUCKS.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

so it's orange monday again?

Currently Listening To: Chemical Kids and Mechanical Brides // Pierce the Veil
'...and if there's a God then I'm letting Him go all for you...'



Three awkward hugs later, and I'm still sitting here, listening to Pierce the Veil repeatedly. I am beginning to wonder if maybe I'm growing attached to PTV or just this song.

Also, probably should not receive hugs from brother's friends covered in orange juice from own stupidity.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

harmonising in the morning.

Currently Listening To: Pierce the Veil // Chemical Kids and Mechanical Brides.

'... smile for me, oh we're in slow motion when you smile for me...'

- dyanne: i know right. i would sleep with that voice

lorraine: LOLLOl, not him?

- dyanne: LOL no

lololol

i'd marry him if he would sing to me every morning

lorraine. says: man id marry anyman

with a voice like sex

who promised to sing to me every morning

followed by the sex

im just saying

- dyanne: then in that case

i would jump jonny

just for the morning after

when he'd sing to me

and craigery owens

and vic fuentes

FUCK

i'll have a mad foursome with them and they can harmonise in the morning.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

i like entertaining comments on youtube.

Currently Listening To: Asking Alexandria // The Final Episode (Lets Change The Channel)
'...just stand up and scream, the tainted clock is counting down...'

LOL

I just read a fucking hilarious comment on the Asking Alexandria video for The Final Episode.

'Man this shit is so sick, this video is so well done, it makes me want to get up and kick a hole in someone's throat'

Gotta love comments like that, lol.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

are you listening?

Currently Listening To: Walls // Emery

Forget the words of the song for a moment. Just listen to the first thirty seconds of the song. Just listen to it. Right now. That guitar... OMFG. That small section of guitar right there.

It makes me want to cry and smile and laugh and light fireworks and fall in love all at the same.

I replay it way too many times and I will always smile when I hear it; in a bus, train, walking home, anywhere.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'