American fucking Psycho.

Currently Listening To: The Great American T-Shirt Racket // EOTC
'...now i have a t-shirt to go with my scars...'



Less than 2 weeks to go. And I'll get the book I have been craving for years. I want I want, I need I need. I'm sorry Grumley, I don't care if this book scared or scarred you. Ellis is my life, my love. I need to experience the truly fucked up book that made my literary hero become a controversial household name.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

sorry i abandoned you for so long.

Currently Listening To: The sounds of my silent desperation.



Street art, yes please.

Also, please. Do not be me you are referring to. I am nothing like that person you mentioned there. Sure in my head I may be frustrated with all the things I want to say to you, but you're not going to get anything but the laidback version. So you don't even know me. Uni is meant to be awesome. You're making it awesome, but at the same time, you're making everything so shiet.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

the same thing we do every night, pinky.

Currently Listening To: Chiodos playing live with their new singer (is youtube)

Omg. I try not to go as low as this usually. I mean, Blessthefall was like really lucky to get Beau cos FUCK Beau-tie is really good. But Omg? Brandon Bolmer... I mean he's okay considering the whiny lovelyness that was Craig Owens that Bolmer has to fill in for...
Someone commented 'RIP CHIODOS'.
I wonder if thats how its gonna be. Guess I'll have to wait for some new shiet thats properly recorded instead of live shows to determine.
I'm finding it hard to think of reasons to still love Chiodos. They are great but I always thought Craig's voice just suited it. I even checked out some of Bolmer's old band's stuff and well.
Let's just say, I pray for Chiodos. I really hope they blow my expectations out of the water. I really do. Really.
I may have been Craig bias cos I love him and when things like this happen I really just want to hate the new lead singer or whoever, but in this case...well lets stick with the hoping it all works out and they still sound awesome. I wanted to LOATHE Beau when he took over as lead for Blessthefall, but his voice is amazing and they are still making music that I love. Not saying that Chiodos can't make music I love without Craig, but it just remains to be seen so far.

And oh, may I just add. I'm so proud of Beau for learning how to scream just for BTF. <3. Just hope he does it right all the time so he doesn't ruin those lovely vocal chords of his. (:

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

gahrrr.

Currently Listening To: WATCHING PHX vs DENVER.

I wish they would put NHL on ONE HD. I wanna see the Redwings.
and LOL at BULLS PWNING CELTICS today. (:
And the EPIC pt difference throughout the phx vs denver game. Steve Nash's hair still makes me laugh.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

my heart jumps everytime the phone rings.

Currently Listening To: Children of Divorce // Jonny Craig.
'...scared by thoughts...'

I hate the phone. I hate hearing it ring. I hate that it could tell me the worst news in a second. I get afraid everytime it rings. I don't want to her those words. Don't call. Don't let anyone call me now. I can't stand being here. I want to be there. With her. As she dies.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

oh this is terrible !

Currently Listening To: Losing It // Nevershoutnever !
'...i just lost it...'

Can you please be here for me. I need you right now. Where are you? I can't talk to them like I can talk to you.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

i wonder what a viola lion actually looks like.

Currently Listening To: Viola Lion // I&G
'...diamond, diamond are you all in the sky? i can't believe all of these beautiful lies...'

I don't like her, sorry. I know you do, and you enjoy her company and etc.
But I don't like her. Don't ever properly introduce me to her. That brief electronic encounter was sufficient enough, thank you. I mean, she seems nice enough maybe. But I rather not have to attach another name to my fake smile list.

I also rather not go through what Mister Ordinary is going through at the moment. I won't be put there, okay!? I'm not going there. We're not going there! Please?

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

hmphhh.

Currently Listening To: Clush // I&G
'... as we share this simple night, do you understand that i could never tell a lie...'

If only you knew how annoying it is to want you and not know a single thing about you.
I would illegally drive around your suburb even if there was the slightest chance of seeing you.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

HOW COULD YOU LEAVE?

Currently Listening To: Empty Sighs and Wine // Isles & Glaciers.
"...she said "i love you, but you're difficult". Words i've heard so many times before but those words don't mean a thing...'

Don't leave please.
Have a change of heart.
Please.
Please?
Okay... as long as you're happy?
Yes, that was a question. I get to question. I don't want to agree.

ALSO.
Mother.
I can't pray for that.
I can't pray for that.
I can't pray for that.
You can't tell your children to pray for something like that.
Selfish as it may be, I don't want her to die.
She's my grandmother, for fuck sake.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

empty sighs and wine.

Currently Listening To: Dyanne Yawning.

I would add every Malfoy on Facebook if it means that I could find you.


Happy Easter, my lovelies.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'