need caffeine...

Currently Listening To: Ayo Technology // 50 Cent ft. Timberlake.
'...got your head fucked up from the way she did it...'

You don't recover from a night like this. A victim, still lying in bed, completely motionless.
A hand moves in the dark to a zipper. Hear a boy bracing tight against sheets barely whisper, "This is so messed up."
What if she was to look up and see old eyes? Maybe she thinks she wants more than she's ready to take, more than he's willing to give, more than they need. Maybe Miss Havisham was right, and this girl needs to have stronger will power.

Miss Havisham is still a borderline role model to me.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

hey, its been a while.

Currently Listening To: Kernkraft 400 // Zombie Nation

I just can't seem to sleep anymore. No matter what time I go to bed, I never fall asleep before 4am... and then I get up so unbelieveably early. I need to sort out my sleeping patterns... or whatever it is that's bothering me and robbing me of sleep.

Also, I've decided to cut one of the million sandbags free from the chaotic hot air balloon that is my life. I'll stop worrying about it like that stupid 'horror-scope' told me to and just pretend like I was back in my ignorant bubble, a bubble I quite enjoyed.

I'll update my project365 when I'm bothered uploading my photos... after enrolling and shiet.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

heading to melbourne in 2 hours

Currently Listening To: THE SOUND OF ANDY'S LAUGHTER IN MY HEAD THAT THE SPURS PWND THE LAKERS.

I just realised how confusing my last post would be to Emery fans. I know I know. But I was listening to Anberlin but feeling the same as the Emery song, soz for that mix up.

Anyways
I know what I want for my 18th, Mang, so listen up.
Chicago Bull Derrick Rose Road Jersey, the Alternate Black one ;)
A replica one, though if you wanna get me the one off Derrick's nice back then feel free to do so. (:

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

nothing like anberlin at 1am.

Currently Listening To: If you don't know the song that these lyrics come from, then you are adopted !

three sleepless nights
this isn't how its supposed to be
but you're so good at taking your time to get back to me

But I can't wait for you forever
So please don't ask me
I can't change you, I won't change you, so don't change me.

it doesn't feel right holding someone elses hand
together on phone lines, living at two opposite ends
it scares me to think that you could find takers other than me
and better than me

-Sigh-
Dyanne needs a hug from her best friend... but I guess a hug from you will do (:

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

famous people ....?

Currently Listening To: Losing It // Nevershoutnever !
'... my heart was racing, my mind was screaming 'you've got your whole life to do these things'...'

BUT I WANT TO DO THEM NOW !
-sigh-
Can you just injure her? JFL? Just for a little while?
Oh, wow, I don't think there is a way for me to sound more horrible.

Oh I totally met Sophie/Fly from Blue Water High today ( :

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

pretty boys in red shirts

Currently Listening To: Lie To Me Season Two

GIANT JENGA, FTW !
UNSW was probly the coolest apart from the fact that Macquarie has sexyaznboys ><" !
Open Days are ghey LOL but fun LOL.
( :

Today consisted of a long ass bus trip to Macquarie watching Metalocalypse with Dom, giant jenga, pissing mom off, getting home at 6, dinner, shower, KILL BILL 2 : )
All awesome stuff, yup.
Tired though so I'll talk to you later, you trusty blog.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

arghhh :/

Currently Listening To: Decode // Paramore
'...how did we get here?...'

Yer?
Well how about you go fuck yourself.

No, I don't mean that at all. I love you. I just want you to know that, okay, you dumb whore.
Grrr.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

im your biggest fan *scary face*

Currently Listening To: Paparazzi // Lady Gaga
'...i'm your biggest fan, i'll follow you until you love me...'



I like it. I'm loving project365. A lot.

Yeux,
Je suis désolé que je suis un putain de imbecile
mais j'essaie...

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

no subject

Currently Listening To: Stay In // David Martel
tehehehehe

I love when you sing to me in French.
I love it when you sing in French because it makes me feel like your music is just for me.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

okay im sorry!

Currently Listening To: iTunes on shuffle: anberlin, btf, sksk and stuff.




Sorry I abandoned you for a bit.
Its just that I've been a bit busy.
Christmas: Family styles.
Boxing Day: Cleaned entire house...twice!
27th: Our Post Xmas Party
28th: Kicking Scott, Dom, Mang, Deeh, Vinh, Lisa, Lisa, Corey, Kyle, Amneet, Bryan and Jelly out of my house and then cleaning it again.... TWICE! (sorry if i forgot anyone)
29th: Got food poisoning. Lost a lot of weight cos I couldn't stomach any food.
30th: Kept losing weight from my sickness. Was meant to watch Sherlock Holmes with my brother and my friends but my head was about to split and the loudness would've made me throw up what little contents I had in my stomach at the time.
31st: Felt better in the morning. Crashed Leigan's NYE party. Fail planning by Scott. But special things happen to drunk little girls and boys... and NYE was pretty good. LOL
1st: Starbucks/Lorraine's place. She attacked me with henna. AND I STARTED PROJECT365,2010.
2nd: Lorraine created a monster... I bought myself a henna cone LOLOLOL. And I smelled like smoke and shiet from being dragged along to a pooja or some curry shiet. MY HAIR SMELLS LIKE TEN BIKEYS DELIBERATELY BLEW THEIR MARLBORO SMOKE INTO MY HAIR.

So now I am like 46 kilos and apparently I weight less than Mollololol... FUCK.
And I have read a few lines of The Informers, fell inlove and kept reading.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'