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Currently Listening To: EOTC

Please don't do this to me. I don't want another drama-filled situation on my hands. I just want for everything to work out the way I deserve for once. And that's all up to you now. It's unfair on us all but only you can decide how things turn out. If you're feeling so bad then fucking fix it already.

There's only so much I can take, and most of it has already been taken. Please don't hurt me, I seriously don't think I can handle it another time.


- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

Day 4: Favourite TV show

Currently Listening To: shutup.

Way too many answers to this question.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

Day 3: Top 5 bands/musicians

Currently Listening To: nothing really.

Underoath.

Pierce the Veil.

Envy on the Coast.

Everything that Jonny Craig does.

Ludacris.

Ughhh way more than five. They are the first ones I thought of.

- dyanne. ♠;
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

Day 2: Write about 5 of your bestfriends.

Currently Listening To: Rastamouse !!!

Joel: He's male, I think. Although, nobody can be sure.

Jilly: She's a bitch. Love her.
Shimmy: She's a skanky bitch. Love her.

Deeh, Lorraine & Harriet: Highschool girls. They love Harry Potter and spend ridic amounts of time watching all the movies with me.
Andrew: ANDREW MCMANG IS MY MAIN MANG.

Grace and Mikool: Uni biffles. <3

- dyanne. ♠;
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

Day 1: Facebook profile picture.

Currently Listening To: That 70's Show.

That's my face. HAHAH joking... Or am I?

Facebook profile picture:


- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

30 Day Challenge

Currently Listening To: That 70's Show


Probably won't do this in 30 days...

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

PTV Week Part 3: Saturday.

Currently Listening To: HIMYM

Saturday:
Went to the Roundhouse, got maccas, blah blah.

JOHNNY CAME OUT TO THE ROUNDHOUSE! Talked to him for a while until he was needed inside (: <3 Love that guy.

Then PTV finally came around and we said hi to StickyVicky and the others and Pedro gave her all the gifts she had accumulated for them. We ended near the front of the line and was one person behind the barricade. Whilst PTV was onstage, I totally had a moment where Vic, Mike and Tony connected their gaze with me, omg.
After their set, I got the security to pull me out of the front and as I was walking past I saw Johnny onstage and I yelled out to him and he looked up while he had the moustache on still.

We went around the back of the venue and Vic was outside on the balcony so we yelled out STICKYVICKY! and then we decided to have a smoke and I couldnt find my lighter so we called out to Casey asking if he had a lighter. He was like "Do you have any cigarettes?" so we swapped him some for the lighter. When we went to throw the lighter back up, I threw it on the roof by accident and Casey pissed himself laughing at me, but I threw him the lighter I found in my bag.

Some guy yelled out to us from the balcony, asking us if we wanted to help and then he got us come VIP passes and gave us some money to buy the boys in PTV some Nachos. While we were waiting for the nachos I had a delightful conversation with the opening band's (Buried in Verona) screamer and then we got to go upstairs backstage to give these boys nachos.

AND CAN I JUST SAY OMG. Because when we walked in there Jaime, Mike and Tony were quite shirtless. We gave them the nachos and shiet and they all hugged us (still shirtless) because they were like starving and shiet.

As soon as Mike saw me, he hugged me and yelled out "Can someone get this girl a drumstick", OMGGGG didn't even have to remind him!

Then we got to stay up there and hang out basically and Pedro came up as well and gave the gifts she still had for some of them. I saw the Harry Potter tattoo on Mike's thigh and it wasnt even awkward when I asked if I could touch it LOLOL. UHm, then more stuff happened.

Mike was dressing now, and he had his pants like halfway up his thighs and like stopped midway to put in these Dollarsign sunnies that she gave him, OMG so funny. Then Johnny walked in and yeah we were just chillin, drinking some of their whiskey and shiet and then we were talking to the guy that gave us the passes and realised THAT IT WAS AJ~ !! AS IN AJ OF SOUNDWAVE TOURING THE GUY THAT ORGANISES SOUNDWAVE AND SOUNDWAVE REVOLUTION AND OTHER MAJOR FUCKING TOURS! I was more excited to meet this guy than PTV, but I had spent like two nights with them before so I didn't really care about those fools. AJ told me about heaps of ideas he had, can't say tho sworn to secrecy, and like about how he worked his way up to being this major dude and just stuff in general. I told him how I had postponed a midsem test to go to Melbourne for PTV and at that time Mike and Jaime walked out and AJ told them about it and was all "When she's scrubbing toilets in Macca's, she;s gonna be like FUCK this Band. Fuck Pierce the Veil". Jaime laughed at the "Fuck Pierce the Veil" bit and Mike side-hugged me (rubbing my arm of course) and thanked me for skipping uni for them. Then we hung out for ages more and shiet, talked to Johnny heaps cos he's lovely.

I watched Not Good Enough and Situations from the backstage balcony (got a lot of hate for that from the people in the mosh). When ETF finished playing we got to see Craig walk up the stairs and he gave us sweaty hugs and told us to go out with them after. They were gonna go to Venom and we were like "Fuck that, go to SFX/TRASH!"

Then some more hanging out, and THEN CASEY GAVE ME MY DRUMSTICK OMG. I got them all to sign it and Mike wrote "Happy Bday Luv" on it and it took ages for Vic to finally come upstairs and sign it, fucking girl.

Basically when we had to leave, we kind of interrupted the Meet and Greet that happened because we were saying bye, kinda. When I told Mike that I was leaving, he made a sad face and told me to come party after. He hugged me and then I went to say bye to Jaime, and Tony and Vic, who hugged me heaps tight and was like "Thanks for all you did for us" and then we bumped into Craig Mabbitt. While Craig was hugging someone else, he looked over at Grace and was like "I love you" and winked. HAHAH turns out that Grace was Craig Mabbitt's asian lover HAHAHA.

Then when we were leaving for real Mike hugs me AGAIN! With the arm rubbing. UGH.

Then we went home, Pedro and G-Unit went to SFX I think, with ETF and PTV.

So that's the last of it. Basically, tho. I'm pretty sure that I have left some stuff out but that just happens. Ugh. Just ugh.

Pretty sure I'm in a post-PTV depressive state. I'm pretty sure I'm sad.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

PTV Week Part 2: Thursday/Friday.

Currently Listening To: HIMYM

BY THE WAY, WHEN VIC HUGS YOU, HE RUBS YOUR BACK ALL NICE AND WHEN HE STOPS HUGGING YOU HIS HAND IS STILL THERE...RUBBING, DEAR LORD OMG.

Okay,

THURSDAY

Woke up at 7am-ish and didn't bother getting out of warm blankets until like 10am-ish. We got $2 pancakes, yum. Got ready and met up with my bro and Harriet for lunch. Then hung out in the same alley, it looked really different during the day and all the UNDERAGE kids were all judgey towards the seedy dudes who were walking towards the x-rated club thing at the end of the alley. Saw Mike and Craig Mabbitt just chillin', said hi, got some glares from scene kid hipster douchebags. Saw Jaime and Tony, Jaime said everything was sorted, so we got in the gig, they were AWESOME again (:

Called Grace during YEAHBOY <3

Got back into that alley after their set and smoked with Casey and JOHNNY! (Guitar Tech) and we told him to come party and someone said they were going to Melbourne's version of Hot Damn! Which is where we were going. So after that we went back to our friend's room, then back to our room, played some pool then went over to NEXT! (Mebourne's HotDamn!) and saw the PTV boys there.

We spent hours talking to Johnnytech and DRUNK MIKE AND VIC ARE THE MOST AMAZING THINGS I HAVE EVER SEEN! Johnnytech gave us all of their guitar picks ;) and Johnny and Mike promised to save me a drumstick in Sydney because it would be my birthday gift.

Instead of sleeping, we spent all our night with Mike, Vic and ESPECIALLY Johnny and then at 3:30am we left NEXT! Headed back to our room, packed our shiet, checked out and caught a plane back home.

SO FUCKING SLEEP DEPRIVED.

Got home on Friday at like 7am, got a train and bus home and SLEPT ALL FUCKING DAY.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

PTV Week Part 1: Wednesday.

Currently Listening To: HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER.

WARNING, there is fangirling involved, because I've held the fangirl in for only as long as I can handle!!!!!!!!!

Okay, so I feel like I should be telling this story just so if I put it on "paper" I can make sure it happened for real. Sorry if details are wrong, Pedro. The night is a fucking blur of AWESOME.

Wednesday

Fucking 3:30 am Wednesday morning on the way to get a plane to MELBOURNE. Got to Melbourne, dumped bags down at the place we were staying and went to the city. STARBUCKS OF COURSE.

They got my name right, thank God. We twitter assaulted PTV and Skrillex to come visit that same Starbucks, but they didn't and I ended up walking the longest journey ever to pee and I was SO sure that rape was involved at the end, but it wasn't and I was glad. Anyway, boring city stuff happened then we went back to our room but it wasn't ready so we ended up playing an hour long game of pool and WE BOTH SUCKED. Finally got to our room, got ready and went back into the city for PTV. Got some Mexican food at Taco Bill and lined up for PTV.

WATCHED THEM FROM THE SIDE OF THE MOTHERFUCKING STAGE. Keep in mind this is the first time I'd seen them in the flesh and I wanted to die of absolute joy.

SO CLOSE! After their set, we went backstage and ended up talking to the guys from the support band for a bit (The Rose Line) and informed them that they were playing a show in Sydney the next week that they didn't even remember. Then we walked into the alley behind the venue and met some friends and waited for PTV to come out. Casey, the drum tech for PTV, came out and we ended up smoking with him (borrowed his lighter) about random shiet and his clothing line and PB Dumpsters. Then he went back in and MIKE FUENTES came the fuck out and we smoked with him (borrowed his limegreen lighter, omg) and talked for ages. He hugs like omg. He rubs your arm while he hugs you and shiet, omg. Then he went back in and Tony motherfucking Perry comes out with Casey and their looking for food and shiet, and I showed Tony my C3PO necklace and he loved it. Then heaps of ETF fans came out the back and there was all this shiet about sluts and stuff and then Mike comes out and talks to us and more people. Eventually, Vic comes out and looks up at Pedro and goes "Oh shiet, I remember you" and we talked for as long as we could with fifty other people wanting to talk to him. We explained the STICKYVICKY story to him and he loved it.

Ugh, yum. Then everyone left mostly except for the people that were in the alley with us at the start. Then JAIME FINALLY CAME OUT, that girl. Then Pedro did this adorable thing where she asked him if he would kiss her back if she kissed him and he was like "yes" so she gave him a packet of Hershey's Kisses and he kissed her on the cheek. Then JAIME GUESTLISTED US FOR THE UNDER 18's SHOW. Yes. That happened. Then we went back to our room thing and slept for like... four hours.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'

Oh, this familiar feeling again. And I like it this time.

Currently Listening To: Elder Goose // Dance Gavin Dance.

'...feeling her grind made me lose my mind. I'M JUST PLAIN OLD TAKE HOME MATERIAL...'

Day one, the lights fade. The music's full of bass. She's all up in my face. I can't believe she's so close.

So. It's this same old feeling. And it's quite nice. It's good to know that I can still feel SOMETHING equivalent to normal regarding this particular human emotion. I hate how it came out of nowhere and I hate it even more that I don't want it to leave.

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On another note. Are you serious? Are you being serious this time? Because I am sick of being on a yo-yo. Either you want me around or not, so if you are about to open this door again, can you make sure you stick the wedge in it, so it doesn't slam shut and leave me out in the cold again? Thank you.

- dyanne. ♠
'Sorry, I don't speak Abercrombie and Fitch.'